Sure i moved home, but at times i feel like this city and country is just as foreign to me as it is to Dave and Em. Things are very different here than what we have been used to. Both big and small things. But we are getting a handle on it all. Its hard to remember sometimes that it is not a race, but a strong and steady pace that will make our quality of life better and the way we like it.
There have been a few days of pure darkness when the little cloud of doubt and fear has gotten the best of me, the wonder if moving here was really the right decision. Thank goodness for Dave, my family, good friends, and long lost friends who all lend an ear to my venting and words of encouragement. Thank you!
There have been way more days on the brighter side. All the awesome times we have spent together as a family. I love our little family! ❤ The simple moments that i enjoy the most. I got to wake up with Em and Dave every morning and also tuck Em into bed that same evening. Its been years since i got to do that! To have both breakfast and dinner together every day! Love it! I love being able to see my sisters and parents on any given day. I love to just have that closeness again.
The fear of us not moving here with a big enough savings have been on my mind almost daily... Thank goodness that my dad's company was in need of some help so me and Dave could do some work. Its crazy how dangerous it is not to work. Your mind needs the occupation as much as your bankaccount needs the refil. And it was with alot of excitement that i signed that employment agreement today. I will start my new challenge this monday. The sky is the limit and i just got my wings!
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